Tired.

Life. Saying the word is hard enough, let alone living it. I'm just sooo fucking tired of everything. When life starts to treat you a little better, there's always this one small stupid single thing that spoiled alllll the fun.

Gosh, I never get tired of smiling. I had this smile for like forever. But I was totally worn out by myself when I frowned, not even for an hour. Why does it so hard to frown, be sad and look sad? I guess I'm just not used to it. I am sooo hating this kinda emotion you see, when all you ever want are screaming, crying and cursing. But nothing came out. Except the laughs. And the smiles.

C'est La Vie~