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i kinda hate the way i live rite now...i dunno y, but evrything seems out of place...

all i can say is that i love my boyfriend with all my heart, i love him more than anything else in this world, more than anyone else know... but fate don't want us to be together, n maybe from the start we never meant to be together...i love him so much, n trust me, it's not me who makes us this way...i am suffering the same pain as u r...pa, ma syg sgt kt pa, tlg jgn slhkn ma ats perpisahan kita. trust me pa, sumenye utk mase dpn kita...pa ttp dekat d hti ma.

i will always love u, Syed Mohd Arif...
rest in peace...