gosh!

gosh! it's been veeerrry long! and as always...penyakit M=malas nk update!

hmmm, where 2 start...ok2, background song skrg ni~ Karam by Zabarjad. ske glerseh ngan lagu ni...

rndu papa la...dh la fon xde tpup ni, nk msj pn pyah...pa ni pn satu, mse nk g part time td xreti2 nk tlg ma tpup...hehe, kidding la...so yeah, dats abt it...

so, a lot of things happened between us...and all those events led 2 one major, mega event : HE PROPOSED! i mean, gosh! mcm mimpi...he asked me 2 marry him!!! n i've been waiting for dat moment forever...but there's juz sooooo much things 2 think before we finally settling down...u know, my studies, expenses, this n dat, n yg penting, MY PARENTS!

xkisah la org nk ckap pe, kawin at young age...gatal ke, sangap ke...to hell with them! i mean, umur tu angka je, yg penting is dat whether u dh ready tau x 2 become a wife n u r MATURE. n for me, eventho i looked kinda childish sometimes, guess what?! yup, i'm all set n ready 2 be married...rsenye dh ckup syarat dh nk kawin ni. i can cook, i do laundry, i clean the house, n i'm ready physically n mentally. lg pn kn kawin ni blh elak maksiat...so drpd ktorg bt bnde2 kurg elok, baik kawin je kn? halal n xpyah nk rse bdosa lau nk pgg2 ke, nk hug ke, nk kiss ke, pape ke kn? but then, still we both pn study lg, n cant wait die hbis blaja october ni so dat die leh cpat2 keje n crik dt byk2...finally most crucial part is, to get things straight wif my parents. ni yg plg ssh sgt2 ni. hmm xtau la...mntak2 la my bf sbar tnggu...INSYAALLAH...

n eversince die ajak kawin 2, this thought is always in my head...i am SOOOO love drunk! Ya Allah, tlg la tngkn jiwaku ni ya Allah.